Stuck Here, Still Waiting

I caved last night and bought an OPK. Yup, not like I can use it for another 6 weeks or so but I have it on hand. Which really doesn't do much for me other than make me want the days to go by faster so I can test it out. And hopefully become pregnant again.

I kinda figured they'd be similar in use and looks to home pregnancy tests, which they are. It's kind of ironic that they look like the same freaking thing.

So I'm still stuck in this waiting period. Literally. It sucks. I have to say that I'm happy to finally have an idea of when we can trying again but until Day 1 of that cycle, I can't help but feel stuck here. There's no going back but there's no moving forward yet either. And to top it off, I'm still waiting on the doctor's office again. I hate waiting.

Tuesday I'm calling Nice Nurse to see if she's gotten copies of my test results and the pathology report yet. If not, I'm calling the other hospital to get a move on it. It's stupid that my whole overall mental health rests on those results and getting the plan going to move forward. I need some kind of progress. At least when I have an appointment for the blood tests it'll feel like I've started the process. Then I can start bugging them for those results.

Ah, one step at a time. For now, I'm stuck here...still waiting.